Former England allrounder Andrew Flintoff has opened up about the life-changing car crash that nearly claimed his life, crediting cricket as the key to his emotional and physical recovery. In Flintoff, a powerful new documentary released on Disney+, the 47-year-old shares his harrowing journey from trauma to healing, giving viewers a raw, intimate glimpse into the aftermath of his 2022 Top Gear accident.
The crash, which occurred during filming at Surrey's Dunsfold Aerodrome, left Flintoff with serious facial injuries and broken ribs after the three-wheeled Morgan Super 3 he was driving flipped over. In the film, Flintoff recalls making a split-second decision during the crash — much like choosing how to face a fast delivery — believing that turning his head could be fatal, and instead choosing to fall face down.
The physical scars are evident, but the psychological impact ran even deeper. Flintoff describes battling anxiety and depression, saying there were moments when he questioned whether he could go on.
"After the accident, I didn't think I had it in me to get through," Flintoff says in the documentary. "Part of me thinks I should have been killed... I wasn’t wishing, I was thinking: that would have been so much easier."
His wife Rachael offers the most poignant line in the film: “Cricket saved him.”
Indeed, it was a return to the sport that helped pull Flintoff out of isolation. He now serves as head coach of the England Lions, the country’s second-tier national side, a role he calls the “perfect job” at this stage of his life.
"I’ve been welcomed back into that fold and I’m loving it,” Flintoff says. “Sport has given me the coping mechanisms to get through pretty much anything... It was resilience, it was passion, surrounded by people you love and people you trust.”
One of those people is Rob Key, the managing director of England men’s cricket and a longtime friend. The documentary includes emotional scenes of Key supporting Flintoff post-crash, often inviting him to watch matches in seclusion as he gradually re-entered public life. It was Key who played a major role in Flintoff's return to the sport as a coach.
Despite speculation about future roles, including a potential promotion to coach the senior England team, Flintoff remains focused on the Lions.
"I'm not looking for the next job... You're not just coaching them as cricketers, you're trying to help them navigate through a career, through life, to be better people," he says.
Though cricket has re-emerged as a central pillar in his life, Flintoff hasn't completely left the screen behind. He has resumed work on his Field of Dreams series, which follows him mentoring young men in his hometown of Preston through cricket, and has filmed a special edition of the game show Bullseye.
But it's clear that after everything — the highs of Ashes glory, the depths of trauma, and the long road to recovery — cricket is more than just a game for Andrew Flintoff. It’s a lifeline.